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Monday, January 3rd, 2011
2:34 am	@@@@@"Look," he said abruptly, "what do you think @@@@@"Look," he said abruptly, "what do you think of me?" He was still young enough to make this question the climax of any confidential talk Goldstein always answered a question like this by telling people what they wanted to hearHe was not being consciously dishonest; he always generated warmth for the person who asked him even if he had never been a friend"Mmm, I'd say that you're an intelligent fellow with your feet on the groundAnd you're kind of ambitious, which is a good thingI'd say you'll probably go places And until this moment he had never quite liked Stanley for exactly these reasons, although he had not admitted it to himselfGoldstein had a formal respect for successBut once Stanley had exposed his weaknesses, Goldstein was ready to make virtues of all his other qualities"You're mature for your age, very mature," Goldstein finished "Well, I've always tried to do more things than I had to Stanley fingered his long straight nose, scratched at his mustache, which had become scraggly in the past two days"I was president of our junior class in high school," he said deprecatingly"I don't mean that that's anything to beat my meat about, but it taught me how to get along with people "It must have been a valuable experience," Goldstein said wistfully "You know," Stanley confided, "a lot of the guys in the platoon are pissed off at me 'cause I came in after them and made corporalThey think I brown-nosed and there ain't a goddam bit of truth in thatI just kept my eyes open, and did what I was told to do, but I'll tell ya it's a damn sight harder job than you realizeThese guys who been around in the platoon for a long time, they think they own it, when all they do is fug-off on the details, and just try to make it hard for youThey give me a pain in the ass His voice became husky with admission"I know I got a tough job, and I don't say I haven't made mistakes, but I'm learning, and I want to try hardCould anyone ask for more than that?" "No, they couldn't," Goldstein agreed "I tell you, I've watched you, Goldstein, and you're a good manI've seen the way you work on details, and no noncom could ask for more (Comment on this)
2:27 am	louis vuitton tote,omega geneve,dior... louis vuitton tote,omega geneve,dior handbags,omega de ville,prada clutch@@@@@The stream Martinez had chosen was very narrow, and the jungle closed over it almost completelyAfter a hundred yards they were forced to slough through the water on their hands and knees, ducking their heads to avoid the leaves and brambles that drooped into the streamIt became shortly no wider than a footpath and began shredding into many tiny runs of water which seeped from the rocks of the forestBefore they had gone a quarter of a mile, Croft decided to cut trailThe stream louis vuitton tote took a bend back toward the ocean, and it would be worthless to follow it any longer "I'm gonna divide up the platoon for cutting trail," he told Hearn, "but I'm gonna leave us out of it, 'cause we'll have enough to doHe had no idea of what was customary on something like this, and he was too fatigued to care much"Anything you say, Sergeant Afterward he was a little worriedWhen you were with Croft, it was too easy to let him handle all the decisions Croft took a sight with his omega geneve compass in the direction he wanted to travel, and found a tree, in the brush about fifty yards away, which would be a good targetHe gathered the platoon around him, and divided them into three teams of four"We're gonna cut trail," he told them"To start you can aim about ten yards to the left of that treeEach team is gonna work about five minutes, and then get spelled tenThey ain't any reason why we gotta be all day doin' this, so let's not be fuggin-offYou can take ten before you dior handbags start, and then, Brown, you begin it with your men They had to slash a route through a quarter mile of dense brush, through vines and bushes and bamboo groves, around trees, and into the thickest bramblesIt was slow, tedious workTwo men labored side by side, hacking with their machetes at the net of foliage, trampling underfoot what they couldThey progressed at a rate of about two yards a minute, working quickly through a thinner patch of brush only to halt and chop inch by inch omega de ville at a tangle of bambooIt had taken them three hours to advance up the river, and by noon, after two more hours of hacking a trail, they had added only a couple of hundred yardsBut they did not mind it; each man had to work only two or three minutes in a quarter hour, and they were shedding their fatigueWhen they were not working they lay on the trail resting and jokingThe fact that they had gone so far cheered them; they assumed instinctively the open hills would present no prada clutch proble (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
2:34 am	tiffany cross,quilted bag chanel,cartier santos... tiffany cross,quilted bag chanel,cartier santos 100,balenciaga city,chanel tote@@@@@"I've been so giddy that I just haven't paid any attention to my spending money, and now that I've decided to stay a while longer, I need to have a few dollars transferred from my bank at home, but I don't know a soul here in SavannahI figured you'd be able to put in a good word for me, being a prosperous businessman and all"I'll be proud to escort you to the president of the bank, and I'll vouch for him because Uncle James has done business with him for fifty years and moreBut you'll do tiffany cross better, Scarlett, to tell him you're old Robillard's granddaughter than that you're O'Hara's cousinThe word is, he's a very warm old gentlemanWasn't he the smart one who sent his brass to France when Georgia decided to follow South Carolina out of the Union?" But that meant her grandfather was a traitor to the South! No wonder he still had all that heavy silver and that undamaged houseWhy hadn't he been lynched? And how could Jamie laugh about it? Scarlett remembered Maureen laughing quilted bag chanel about her grandfather, too, when she should by rights have been shocked It was all very complicatedShe didn't know what to thinkIn any case, she didn't have time to think about it now, she had to get to the bank and arrange about her money"You'll watch the store, then, Daniel, while I walk out with Cousin Scarlett?" Jamie was beside her, offering his armScarlett put her hand in the bend of his elbow and waved goodbye to DanielShe hoped it wasn't far to the bank"Maureen will be delighted that cartier santos 100 you'll be with us for a bit," said Jamie as they walked along Broughton Street with Pansy trailing behind"Will you be coming over this evening, then, Scarlett? I could call for you on my way home to walk you there "I'd like that very much, Jamie," she saidShe'd go crazy in that big house with no one to talk to but her grandfather, and him only for ten minutesIf Rhett came, she could always send Pansy to the store with a note saying she'd changed her mindAs it turned out, she was waiting balenciaga city impatiently in the front hall for Jamie when he arrivedHer grandfather had been exceptionally nasty when she told him she was going out for the evening"This is not a hotel where you can come and go as you please, missYou'll match your schedule to the routine of my house, and that means in your bed by nine o'clock "Of course, Grandfather," she had said meeklyShe was sure she'd be home long before thenAnd besides, she was regarding him with increased respect ever since her visit to the bank chanel tote president (Comment on this)
2:27 am	@@@@@On all sides there were angry, surging, @@@@@On all sides there were angry, surging, foam-streaked mountainous waves with curling breaking white tops streaming fans of spume into the furious wind and rain"Rhett," she tried to shoutOh God, where was Rhett? She turned her head from side to side, trying to see through the rain Then, just as the sloop dove furiously down the other side of the wave, she found himGod damn hissoul! He was kneeling, his back and shoulders straight, his head and chin high, and he was laughing into the wind and the rain and the waves His left hand gripped the tiller with corded strength, and his right hand was outstretched, holding on to the line that was wrapped around his elbow and forearm and wrist, the sheet that led to the fearful pull of the huge wind-filled mainsailHe's loving this! The fight with the wind, the death dangerI hate him! Scarlett looked up at the towering threat of the next wave and for a wild, despairing instant she waited for it to topple, to trap, to destroy herThen she told herself that she had nothing to fearRhett could manage anything, even the ocean itselfShe lifted her head, as his was lifted, and gave herself over to the wild perilous excitement Scarlett did not know about the chaotic power of the windAs the little sloop rode up the side of the thirty-foot wave, the wind stoppedIt was only for a few seconds, a freak of the center of the squall, but the mainsail flattened, and the boat slewed to broadside, carried erratically by water current only in a perilous climb Scarlett was aware that Rhett was rapidly freeing his arm from the encircling slack line, that he was doing something different with the swinging tiller, but she had no hint that anything was wrong until the crest of the wave was nearly under the keel and Rhett shouted, "Jibe! Jibe," and threw his body painfully over hersShe heard a rattling, creaking noise close to her head and sensed the slow then faster then rushing swing of the heavy boom aboveEverything happened very fast, yet it seemed to be terribly, unnaturally slow, as though the whole world were stoppingShe looked without understanding at Rhett's face so near to hers, and then it was gone and he was on his knees again doing something, she didn't know what, except that heavy loops of thick rope were falling on herShe didn't see the crosswind ruffle, then suddenly fill, the wet canvas of the mainsail and propel it to the opposite side of the wayless sloop with an ever-mounting force so mightly that there was a crack like the sound of lightning striking and the thick mast broke and was carried into the sea by the momentum and weight of the sailThe hull of the boat bucked, then lifted to starboard and rolled slowly, following the pull of the fouled rigging, until it was upside downCapsized in the cold storm-torn seaShe'd never known such cold could existCold rain pelting her, colder waters surrounding her, pulling at herHer whole body must be frozen Her teeth were chattering uncontrollably, making such a noise in her head that she couldn't think, couldn't understand what was happening, except that she must be paralyzed, because she couldn't move (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 1st, 2011
2:34 am	@@@@@Good citizenship was quintessential to @@@@@Good citizenship was quintessential to every soul So I took a deep breath to prepare myselfThe monitor registered the movementI knew I was stalling a bitI hated to admit it, but I was afraidTo get the information the Seeker needed, I would have to explore the violent memories that had made me scream in horrorMore than that, I was afraid of the voice I'd heard so loudly in my headBut she was silent now, as was right She was just a memory, too I should not have been afraidAfter all, I was called Wanderer nowAnd I'd earned the name With another deep breath, I delved into the memories that frightened me, faced them head-on with my teeth locked together I could skip past the end–it didn't overwhelm me nowIn fast-forward, I ran through the dark again, wincing, trying not to feel Once I was through that barrier, it wasn't hard to float through less-alarming things and places, skimming for the information I wantedI saw how she'd come to this cold city, driving by night in a stolen car chosen for its nondescript appearanceShe'd walked through the streets of Chicago in darkness, shivering beneath her coat She was doing her own seekingThere were others like her here, or so she hopedNot a sister… a cousin The words came slower and slower, and at first I did not understand whyWas this forgotten? Lost in the trauma of an almost death? Was I still sluggish from unconsciousness? I struggled to think clearlyThis sensation was unfamiliarWas my body still sedated? I felt alert enough, but my mind labored unsuccessfully for the answers I want (Comment on this)
2:27 am	white chanel watch,chanel clutch,womens rolex... white chanel watch,chanel clutch,womens rolex watches,Chloe Purse,logo chanel@@@@@ “Stalk the killer who wants to kill me—and I’ll take him “You’re a fucking megalomaniac!” “You’re absolutely rightIt’s the only way to be in the killing gameIt’s the only edge you’ve got “Insanity!” yelled Krupkin “So allow me; I’m entitled to a little crazinessIf I thought the entire Russian army would ensure my survival, I’d scream for itBut it wouldn’t—it couldn’tThere’s only this wayStop the car and let me choose the weapons Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM 400 39 The dark green KGB sedan rounded the final curve in the sloping road cut out of the countryside The descent had been gradualThe ground below was flat and summer-green with fields of wild grass bordering the white chanel watch approach to the massive brown building that was the Kubinka ArmoryIt seemed to rise out of the earth, a huge boxlike intrusion on the pastoral scene, an ugly man-made interruption of heavy brown wood and miserly windows reaching three stories high and covering two acres of landLike the structure itself, the front entrance was large, square and unadorned except for the dull bas-relief profiles above the door of three Soviet soldiers rushing into the deadly winds of battle, their rifles at port arms, about to blow one another’s heads off Armed with an authentic Russian AK-47 and five standard thirty-round magazine clips, Bourne jumped out the far side of the silent coasting government chanel clutch car, using the bulk of the rolling vehicle to conceal himself in the grass directly across the road from the entranceThe armory’s huge dirt parking area was to the right of the long building; a single row of unkempt shrubbery fronted the entrance lawn, in the center of which stood a tall white pole, the Soviet flag hanging limp in the breezeless morning airJason ran across the road, his body low, and crouched by the hedgerow; he had only moments to peer through the bushes and ascertain the existence or nonexistence of the armory’s security proceduresAt best, they appeared lax to the point of being informal, if not irrelevantThere was a glass window in the right wall of the entrance womens rolex watches similar to that of a theater’s box office; behind it sat a uniformed guard reading a magazine, and alongside him, less visible but seen clearly enough, was another, his head on the counter, asleepTwo other soldiers emerged from the immense armory door—double doors—both casual, unconcerned, as one glanced at his watch and the other lighted a cigarette So much for Kubinka’s security; no sudden assault was anticipated nor had one taken place, at least none that had set off alarms reaching the front patrols, usually the first to be alertedIt was eerie, unnatural, beyond the unexpectedThe Jackal was inside this military installation, yet there was no sign that he had penetrated it, no Chloe Purse indication that somewhere within the complex he was controlling a minimum of five personnel—a man impersonating him, three other men and a woman The parking area itself? He had not understood the exchanges between Alex, Krupkin and the voice over the radio, but now it was clear to him that when they had spoken of people coming outside and running to the stolen car, they were not referring to the front entrance! There had to be an exit on the parking area! Christ, he had only seconds before the driver of the Komitet car started up the engine and roared into the huge dirt lot, circling it and racing out, both actions announcing the government vehicle’s arrival and swift, calamitous logo chanel depar (Comment on this)
Friday, December 31st, 2010
2:34 am	earring chanel,cartier watches women,mens gucci... earring chanel,cartier watches women,mens gucci watches,omega seamaster watch,purse logo@@@@@"If you need help, get in touch ASAPIt was like having God smile on you "I don't think all's right with you yet, EdgarI can only hope it will be rightNo one deserves more to land with the shiny side up and the rubber side downA one-armed hug, but he made up for it I walked out earring chanel to the plane beside PamWe stood at the foot of the boarding stairs while the others got onShe was holding my hand in both of hers, looking up at me "I'm only going to kiss you on the cheek, Edgar Illy's watching and I don't want her to get the wrong idea She did so, then said, cartier watches women "I'm worried about you There's a white look around your eyes that I don't like "Elizabeth-" She shook her head a tiny bit"It was there last night, even before she came to the galleryEven when you were at your happiestI don't know how to describe it any better than that I only mens gucci watches saw it once before, back in 1992, when it 782 looked for a little while like you might miss that balloon payment and lose the business The jet engines were whining and a hot breeze was blowing her hair around her face, tumbling her careful beauty-shop curls into something omega seamaster watch younger and more natural"Can I ask you something, Eddie?" "Of course "Could you paint anywhere? Or does it have to be here?" "Anywhere, I thinkBut it would be different somewhere else She was looking at me fixedly "Just the same, a change might be goodYou need to lose that white purse logo loo (Comment on this)
2:27 am	@@@@@ 640 She said she wanted Percy, that Percy @@@@@ 640 She said she wanted Percy, that Percy needed to go in the cookie-tin I looked at my paintingIt was mine now, all rightI licked my lips, which suddenly felt leatheryThe way they always had when I first woke up after the accidentWhen some of the time I couldn't remember who I wasDo you know what's queer? Remembering forgettingIt's like looking into a hall of mirrors"Which one is Percy?" "Damned if I knowWhen she wants me to throw the cookie-tin in the goldfish pond, she always insists on putting a girl china in itUsually the shepherdess with her face chipped off "Did she say anything else?" "She wanted food, I told youBy then she'd stopped looking at the chinas, and she was getting confused again Had she gotten confused because Percy wasn't there? Or the Perse? Maybebut if she'd ever had a china boat, I'd never seen itI thought - not for the first time - that Perse was a funny wordYou couldn't trust it 641 Wireman said, "At one point she told me the table was leaking "And was it?" There was a brief pauseThen he said, not very humorously: "Are we having a little joke at Wireman's expense, mi amigo?" "No, I'm curiousWhat did she say? Exactly?" "Just that'The table is leaking' But her chinas are on a table-table, as you well know, not a water-tableDon't lose your good thoughts "I'm trying not to, but I have to say you seem a little off your conversational game, Ed (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 30th, 2010
2:34 am	@@@@@It's how you handle losing It's how you @@@@@It's how you handle losing It's how you handle failure that makes the difference in one's lifeThat goes for anything in life, not just moneyThe primary difference between a rich person and a poor person is how they handle that fear It's OK to be fearfulIt's OK to be a coward when it comes to moneyYou can still be richWe're all heroes at something and cowards at something elseMy friend's wife is an emergency room nurseWhen ; she sees blood, she flies into actionWhen I mention investing, she runs'j awayWhen I see blood, I don't runMy rich dad understood phobias about money "Some people are terrified of snakesSome people are terrified about losing moneyBoth are phobias," he would saySo his solution to the phobia of losing money was this little rhyme: "If you hate risk and worry That's why banks recommend savings as a habit when you're youngJ If you start young, it's easy to be richI won't go into it here, but there is a large difference between a person who starts saving at age 20 versus age 30A staggering difference It is said that one of the wonders of the world is the power of compound interestThe purchase of Manhattan Island is said to be one of the greatest bargains of all timeNew York was purchased for $24 in trinkets and beadsYet, if that $24 had been invested, at 8 percent annually, that $24 would have been worth more than $28 trillion by 1995, Manhattan could be repurchased with money left over to buy much of (Comment on this)
2:27 am	fake cartier,gold gucci,vintage hermes,omega... fake cartier,gold gucci,vintage hermes,omega seamaster gold,gucci for women@@@@@ Rich dad said over and over, this point of view, which I call Lesson No "The poor and the middle class work for money "The rich have money work for them On that bright Saturday morning, I was learning a completely different point of view from what I had been taught by my poor dadAt the age of 9, I grew fake cartier aware that both dads wanted me to learnBoth dads encouraged me to studybut not the same things My highly educated dad recommended that I do what he did"Son, I want you to study hard, get good grades, so you can find a safe, secure job with a big companyAnd make sure it has excellent benefits My rich dad wanted me to gold gucci learn how money works so I could make it work for meThese lessons I would learn through life with his guidance, not because of a classroom My rich dad continued my first lesson, "I'm glad you got angry about working for 10 cents an hourIf you had not gotten angry and had gladly accepted it, I would have to tell vintage hermes you that I could not teach youYou see, true learning takes energy, passion, a burning desireAnger is a big part of that formula, for passion is anger and love combinedWhen it comes to money, most people want to play it safe and feel secureSo passion does not direct them: Fear does "So is that why they'll take a omega seamaster gold job with low par?" I asked "Yes," said rich dad"Some people say I exploit people because I don't pay as much as the sugar plantation or the governmentI say the people exploit themselvesIt's their fear, not mine "But don't you feel you should pay them more?" I askedAnd besides, more money will not solve the gucci for women proble (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
2:32 am	prada messenger,ladies watches gucci,omega de... prada messenger,ladies watches gucci,omega de ville,replica prada,hermes bag@@@@@But a neat terrorism with nothing sloppy about it, no machine guns, no grenades, no bombs, nothing messy, no indiscriminate killingMerely the knife and the garrote, a few trained men, and a list of fifty bastards to be knocked off, and then another fifty A plan for concerted action, comradesThere would always be another fifty, that wasn't the ideaIt was just something to keep you prada messenger occupied, keep you happyTonight we strike at Generalissimo Cummings There were no answers you could find, but perhaps there were epochs in history which had no answersRely on the blunder factorSit back and wait for the Fascists to louse it up Only that wasn't enough, you couldn't do thatFor whatever reason, you had to keep resistingYou had to do things like giving up a commission Still, ladies watches gucci when he got back he would do that little thingIf he looked for the reasons they were probably lousy, but it was even lousier to lead men for obviously bad motivesIt meant leaving the platoon to Croft, but if he stayed he would become another Croft When things got really bad, maybe the political differences on the Left would be shelved Drought season for anarchists Martinez moved omega de ville along for a few hundred yards through the tall grass, keeping well within the shadow of the cliffsAs he advanced, he awakened slowly, flexing his arms and pinching the back of his neckHe had been partially asleep while he had talked to Croft, or at least nothing that was said had any significance to himHe had understood the directions, the mission, he had known that Croft was telling him replica prada to do something and instinctively he obeyed, but he had not thought about the connotationsIt had not seemed particularly dangerous or odd to be going out by himself at night into country he had never seen before Now of course as his mind cleared it was becoming apparent to himDamn fool thing? he wondered, and then dismissed itIf Croft had told him it was necessary, then obviously it hermes bag was (Comment on this)
2:27 am	white chanel watch,replica tiffany jewelry,chanel... white chanel watch,replica tiffany jewelry,chanel sale ,louis vuitton logo,birkin hermes@@@@@"COME ON, GET UP, GET UP!BACK!" Numbly he heard himself shouting, his voice shrill and furious"COME ON, GET UP AND RUN!" There were bullets whipping past him, but standing on his feet they seemed insignificant"GET BACK TO THE OTHER SQUAD!" he roared again, running from rock to rock, his voice bellowing like something apart from himselfHe turned and white chanel watch fired again, five shots as quickly as he could squeeze them off, and waited dumb, motionlessGIVE THEM A VOLLEY!" A few of the men in the squad stood up and firedAwed, confused, the grove was silent for a few seconds"COME ON, RUN!" The men straggled to their feet, looked mutely at him, and began to race toward the ledge from which they had startedThey replica tiffany jewelry faced the grove, fired a few shots, and ran back for twenty yards, stopped to fire again, retreating pell-mell, sobbing like animals in anger and fearThe Japanese in the grove were firing once more, but they paid no attentionAll of them were franticIn motion, they wanted only one thing -- to reach the safety of the ledge One by one, gasping, panting chanel sale angrily, they climbed the last shelf of rock and dropped behind its bank, their bodies pungent with sweatHearn was one of the lastHe rolled over on the ground, came to his kneesBrown and Stanley and Roth, Minerta and Polack were still firing, and Croft helped him to standThey crouched behind the rock"We all get back?" Hearn panted Croft looked about louis vuitton logo quickly"Looks like all of us"C'mon, Lootenant, we got to get out of here, they'll be circling around soon "Everybody here?" Red shoutedHe had a long abrasion on his cheek, powdered with embedded dirtHis sweat etched through it like tears on a dirty faceThe men were clambering behind the shelter of the rock, shouting angrily and nervously at each birkin hermes oth (Comment on this)
Monday, December 27th, 2010
2:34 am	men wallet gucci,earrings chanel,classic chanel... men wallet gucci,earrings chanel,classic chanel bag,chanel bag classic,chloe paddington @@@@@ They lived on their farms, in the countryside, with no city nearby at all, only a village with a church and a blacksmith and a public house where the mail-coach stoppedThe only store at all was a room in the corner of the public house where you could mail a letter and buy tobacco and a few foodstuffsTravelling wagons came by with ribbons and trinkets and papers of pinsPeople found their men wallet gucci entertainment by going to other people's houses"But that's just like plantation life," Scarlett exclaimed"Why, Tara's five miles from Jonesboro, and when you get there there's nothing much but a train depot and a puny little feed store Plantations have mansion houses, not simple whitewashed farmers' homes "You don't know what you're talking about, Colum O'Hara! The Wilkes' Twelve Oaks earrings chanel was the only mansion house in all Clayton CountyMost folks have houses that started out with a couple of rooms and a kitchen, then added on what they needed Colum smiled and admitted defeatNevertheless, he said, the gifts for the family couldn't be city thingsThe girls would do better with a length of cotton than one of satin, and they wouldn't know what to do with a painted fanScarlett classic chanel bag put her cup in its saucer with a decisive clink"I'll bet you they'd love calicoIt comes in all kinds of bright patterns and makes up into pretty frocksWe all had calico for everyday stay-at-home dresses "And boots," Colum saidHe took a thick packet of paper from his pocket and unfolded it"I have the names and sizes here Scarlett laughed at the length of the paper"They sure saw you coming, chanel bag classic Colum "What?" "Never mindIt's an American saying Every man, woman, and child in County Meath must have put their name on Colum's list, she thoughtIt was just like Aunt Eulalie's "As long as you're going shopping, would you just pick up something for me?" Somehow she never remembered to pay for whatever it was, and Scarlett would bet Colum's Irish friends would turn out just as chloe paddington forgetful (Comment on this)
2:27 am	@@@@@She couldn't sing, not here She didn't know @@@@@She couldn't sing, not here She didn't know any Irish songs except "Peg" and her father's other favorite, "The Wearing o' the Green But, she saw, Billy didn't mean herA plain dark woman with big teeth was handing her glass to Jamie and standing"There was a wild Colonial boy," she sang in a pure sweet high voiceBefore the line was finished, Daniel and Brian and Billy were accompanying her'back Duggan was his name," sang Katie"He was born and raised in Ireland and Stephen's whistle entered, an octave higher, with a strange heartbreaking silvery plaintiveness in a house called Castlemaine Everyone began to sing, except ScarlettBut she didn't mind not knowing the wordsShe was still part of the musicIt was all around herAnd when the sad, brave song was over, she saw that everyone else had glistening eyes just like hersThere was a happy song next, started by Jamie, then one that made Scarlett laugh and blush at the same time when she understood the double meaning of the words"Now me," Gerald said "I'll sing my sweet Polly the 'LondonderryAir" Oh, Gerald!" Polly hid her blushing face in her handsBrian played the first few notesThen Gerald began to sing and Scarlett caught her breath She'd heard talk of the Irish tenor, but she wasn't prepared for the realityAnd that voice like an angel's was coming from her Pa's namesakeGerald's loving young heart was exposed for all to see on his face and for all to hear in the high pure notes from his vibrating strong throatScarlett's own throat felt choked by the beauty of it and the sharp painful longing to know love like that, so fresh and open (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 26th, 2010
2:34 am	@@@@@Having new ears makes the stories new @@@@@Having new ears makes the stories new again “I hear good things about you from CurtHe says your class is among the most requested at the university My cheeks warmed a bit at this praise“That's nice to hearHow is your partner?” “Curt is wonderful, thank youOur hosts are in excellent shape for their agesWe have many years ahead of us, I think I was curious if she would stay on this world, if she would move to another human host when the time came, or if she would leaveBut I didn't want to ask any questions that might move us into the more difficult areas of discussion “I enjoy teaching,” I said instead“It's somewhat related to my Calling with the See Weeds, so that makes it easier than something unfamiliarI'm indebted to Curt for requesting me “They're lucky to have you“Do you know how rare it is for a Professor of History to have experienced even two planets in the curriculum? Yet you've lived a term on almost all of themAnd the Origin, to boot! There isn't a school on this planet that wouldn't love to steal you away from usCurt plots ways to keep you busy so you have no time to consider moving “HonoraryProfessor,” I corrected her Kathy smiled and then took a deep breath, her smile fading“You haven't been to see me in so long, I was wondering if your problems were resolving themselvesBut then it occurred to me that perhaps the reason for your absence was that they were getting worse I stared down at my hands and said nothing My hands were light brown–a tan that never faded whether I spent time in the sun or notOne dark freckle marked the skin just above my left wristMy nails were cut s (Comment on this)
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Saturday, December 25th, 2010
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Friday, December 24th, 2010
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